Friday, February 10, 2012

Feb. 10, 2012

And here begins another day, today is Friday. It's only 12:30 and I feel like I'm ready for it to be 7:30 already. My boyfriend doesn't go to work until two and then get's off work at 7:30. Man, I am going to be so bored today! Of course, I woke up at 9:30am, that's earlier than normal lately. ;P

I had an appointment with my school Career Counselor at ten. We went and talked about the five top Careers I had chosen to look more into. We talked about where I wanted to be, if I wanted to stay in Oregon or not. My top five choices Art Therapist, Wardrobe Director/ Personal Shopper (I REALLY WISH), Marketing Manager, Interior Designer, and Art Teacher.

I've got to decide what I really want to go for. A while ago I had finally decided that I wanted to be an Art Teacher but then everyone kept telling me it was impossible to find a job now days for an Art teacher, sad thing is when I did the research I'd be way more likely to get a job as an art teacher rather than a Wardrobe Director. Actually, there are more art teachers than any of the other jobs I want. Of course being an art teacher would make me the least amount of money out of all of those jobs, but honestly, $46,000~ a year really isn't that bad. I wish I was more competitive...Cause that's what really gets to me when I am looking for a career. If I was more competitive I'd probably be able to make it SOMEWHERE in the fashion world.
I'm just so scared and I know that there are people that are better than me. I guess I'll always be a problem. I wish there was a way I could work under someone. :[ But yes, those are my dreams. I always wanted to be a wardrobe director and be able to put outfits together for movies, T.V. shows or photo shoots. God, I wish. :[
I might just end up as an art Teacher. Looking at what I really want to be, kinda sad. :p
Anyways, Check out my look book! If you have one you should fan me. :] Trying to get myself more out there.

Anyways, I've got to try and motivate myself to go take pictures today. It's cold and Slightly rainy out...I don't want to go downtown, but, that's kinda where I want to go to take pictures. :[ Maybe I'll find some company to go with me.

Have a great day! :D


  1. just found your blog and all its excellence.....

    1. you hair is the perfect shade of pink

    2. I have come to accept there will always be someone "better" than me at something but all I can do is be the best me :)


    1. Oh well thank you so much. :3
      Well I'm glad that you think that way! That seems like a way better way to see things differently.
      I just wish that I could be the best sometimes. I always just feel so mediocre even doing my best.

  2. oh wow haha I have got pink hair too but it was diferent shade than this... I want this too! :) Very pretty ;)