Febuary Fourth.

Attempting to still do this, so far not much of a response.
In any case it seems like I'm just using for attempting to win Giveaways! Woot.
First off I might as well share my new look on Lookbook.

Well....I guess I haven't been doing much. This weekend has been amazing though. And it's not over. I started my weekend on Thursday. It has been rather exciting. Man. I don't have anything to say. :/
Resort to pictures.

This was Thursday Night

And this was last night! (Friday night)


It's been a rather fun couple days. It's gorgeous outside, I'm hopefully getting sushi today. :D Awesome!

Trying Something New.

Hey Guys, I'm at the point where I feel like this blog is very useless. I'm just talking to myself over here. >> I might get rid of it soon if it keeps feeling like this. But until then, I am going to try a bit harder to actually write something worth reading? Sometimes that is a rather hard idea to do though. :p

In any case, recently some friends of mine have shared the site Lookbook with me. It's a site dedicated to posting your outfits on the internet. I admit, most of people on this site have better outfits than me, but I'm going to go ahead and try it out anyways. I love fashion and even if I don't have the money and means to get the new style of fashion all the time doesn't mean I don't look good. ;D So go head and check me out!

I'm going to try and be more dedicated to doing this. Also, recently I went and talked to a Career Counselor at my college (to help me figure out what I want to do with my life) and yesterday was our first meeting. We talked about what kind of things I was interested in and talked about a few things that I might want to research more into. Talked about if I want to stay in Oregon or where else I might look into. Originally I wanted to stay in Oregon, more specifically Portland, Oregon. I love this place, it has always been my home and It's full of amazing, open minded people. (Not completely of course there are quite a few close minded people as well.)But during my talk with this Counselor I realized that I just love fashion so much, I really want to do something involved with it. However, It's hard to find a job in Oregon at all involving fashion, so if that's the case I might just go somewhere new, try and branch out from what I've grown so accustomed too.
In any case, I hope to hear from one of you guys. :]
And don't forget to check out my Lookbook!

Been awhile hu?

Sorry I have not been posting, (not that anyone reads this. ;p) but I've had too much in my head lately and Blogger isn't exactly where I'd like to put it. Let's see, let's see. I've added quite a few poems to my other blog, HERE! If anyone would like to check it out and leave some comments. Winter term has also started and I haven't been doing that great so far. D: I'm only taking two classes! Digital photography and Math 65. It's highly annoying to take a photo class during winter. Every single time I try to go take pictures it's raining! I finally just sucked it up to go take pictures for a project today and when I finally got to the park I realized my camera was dead! How depressing. D: As for math, well, I just suck at math. Pretty self explanatory. :P
Hey! I also dyed my hair pink!

There is pink me in the snow!

That's all there really is to say for now, Just trying to get by day to day. :]

I was Happy,
Until you Opened my eyes.

Since no one says anything, this is like a diary.

Do you ever think that sometimes you're not meant to be in a relationship with anyone? I'm sure it's crossed some peoples minds before. But, the reason I think this sometimes is not for the idea that people don't like me and I'm not destined to find a lover. It is more like, I tend to find a lot of people that like me. I'm not trying to sound conceded either. Most of my male friends have had feelings for me at one point or another. And a lot of the time I end up being interested in someone because I want to get to know them better, I want to make their life good, I want to help them learn that it's okay to open up and that it's okay for them to be who they are because they're amazing. This ends up being bad because that person I want to get to know ends up liking me. And If I like them and I'm single we might end up dating, then break up and they hate me but have grown. Or, I'm taken and then they like me then realize They don't get a chance so they hate me but have grown. I don't know...I'm too in my head lately. Trying to think about what's best for me at this point.

Some more Questions about Marriage.

Marriage...
When does marriage become a role? Do people honestly fall in love with the same one person for the rest of their lives? Is it a possibility that people will only LOVE that one person? I find it hard to believe that not almost every single marriage is plagued with deception and cheating. Is marriage there for when you finally find that one person you want to be with for the rest of your life, or is marriage there for when you get old enough and lonely enough that you find someone that you can stand being around all the time, accept for their ups and downs, and work well together? I mean, marriage isn't just a love, it's a partnership. Back when there were arranged marriages there was a lower percentage of divorces, not only because it was frowned about and hard to get re married if you had been divorced but because relationships that are meant to work out as a benifit to make more money or keep property under the same name, they learned to love the person they were with...I don't know.
I guess the real question is, is marriage real? I true, honest, loving, and never strayed from relationship.

Long term relationships...they always get to me at some point and I start thinking, is this really for me? Is this what I want?...I've got so much to talk about but I don't have the right person to talk about it with.

Random Updates: That's how I live. :]

Man, I've got an idea.
Take pictures of what I do every day then blog about it. :D
Problem:
-I'm too lazy to make a good blog.
-Sometimes I don't really do anything all day. o.O
-I'm lazy because the auto focus on my camera is broken.

SOOOOO, The way I'm doing things is by Random Updates.

My Halloween went like this:

My Friend Cory decided to Dress up as My Ex Boyfriend "Mitchell Fucking Famous" I was a Fairy. :3

This one we Discovered that Captain Morgan Had brought His hoes(he is a pimp).

Our Crazy design on Corri's Arm.

The Next day at Rave To The Grave. :P

For actual Halloween I watched 28 weeks later and had no trick or treaters. D: